Dont' count me Out!

HI!

Well, been through a LOT of drama and consequences as a result of my daughter's actions because she wanted to be "friends" with a certain group of "idiot's". Really stressed about it and without regret, I have downed a box of Wal-Mart donuts and Hershey's Cocoa. I know it's not the best thing... but it's what I did and I'm going to start today to make better choices. I think reading over what I have done since starting this blog helps to reinforce the fact that I 've got to do things differently.

The pastor at the church I joined gave a sermon saying we NEED to have good, SUPPORTIVE friends in our lives and my mistake has been cutting myself off from people because I have been hurt so badly by others I have let in and trusted. The truth is there will ALWAYS be those in the world who will use you IF you let them. I am making the decision to make friends but to be more aware of the signs I see that clue me in to whether they are good people or not. I have a bad habit of continuing to trust people even though I have a 'FUNNY FEELING' about them. I will do a better job of monitoring who I let into my life.

Meanwhile, back to the healthy eating stuff. I am starting over and I am NOT going to beat myself up. I 'm back on track and here we go!!